Back to basic

I always felt something incomplete inside me. Not the kind of incompleteness that longs you to be with someone but its that kind of incompleteness you feel when you like doing something but for some reason you probably gave up trying or even gave up the idea of having finished what you started. I'm guessing that's a familiar feeling. I realized after years of having my guitar just stand motionless that I miss trying to learn to play the guitar. I know one song but I play that cause I simply love playing that song. It's a song I learnt from one of my favourite teachers', Lokhi Pai.
I remember randomly calling him one day i think 3-4 years ago and I asked him I want to learn this song. and till date I have that piece of paper where he wrote the chords for the song.
For that one song, and the many other songs which I just want to play on the guitar, I will as a promise to myself learn everything about the guitar from the basics.

Thoughts in the corner

I have so many thoughts going on in so many corners of my head but everything is so tangled up that I cannot find the right words to type, or even what to time.
In one corner of my mind, I'm thinking of all those people who once meant alot to me or even just was getting to know them, the next corner I'm thinking I cant wait to get out of college and go explore, start working. And then again, another corner is screaming don't bite your nails, they're finally growing. So i bite the nails from one hand and I now looking at the other I regret biting it. there's of course the corner of the creativity which is telling me to write, finish up that art piece I wanted so badly for my room which defines me. then there's another corner in my mind that is fully occupied with thoughts about friends and family, and nothing is clear. it's all a mess. Its like I have an OCD of thinking so many thoughts.

Random musings 2

For I do not know, who all read my blog or follow it,

I do not ask ye to scream 'Aye' like the pirates do a callin'.

But bidding thee farewell, for i must visit a few places that I have never before been to.

Be back in a week, look yonder and you shall find me back.

Coffesions of the observant 2

As absurd as it seems, i cannot tell.
what i feel or what i am going through.
words remain unsaid and unwritten.

finding it difficult to explain,
I sit here waiting to be heard
waiting for answers
but i get nothing.

incompletely complete,
i decide to move on,
i decide i've had enough
and now I sit hear with the least hope.

this i notice,
quietly observing
everything in front of me
observing that's the best i do.

Confessions of the observant

Unfortunate as it is, I realize that If you have a dream and decide to follow it...not everyone will back you up part from your family (which includes certain friends too). It's crazy how when half the people you know understand what you are reaching for and who you want to be, yes that includes sometimes people forgetting who their friends are and where they come from.
Being the observant one I realize that yes, that can happen to you too. It's happened to me, but I can never understand if they were meant to be your friends, true friends are supposed to stick on no matter what right...? Then why does it happen just the opposite.

On meeting Duke

Yep, we have all been through our crush on hero/actor days... and so have I! But hey! What do you know, those are days which will never go. Those are the days, which will make your tummy inside out making you blush and laugh your hearts out when you realize you've had a crush on a film star or some firang. seriously though, speaking about firangs, I saaw rather meet him awesomely cute looking duke(that's what me n the cheateru call'm) blonde-honey tousled hair, grey blue eyes, the voice that makes the goosebumps rise and a smile that will make you skip a beat! OK just as I stop gushing about this person, I made up my mind that not all good looking men are stuck up but when I met him again, I realized sometimes first impressions are always true! So the finger to the duke! The duke only exists in fairy tales or in London.

SUVIVOR!

Yes!! And I'm back ladies and gentlemen!! After the slight mishap from using another template, I have sworn off trying to experiment with my blog! i love it the way it is , in its original form! yay!